I don’t want to be famous. I just want to be an amazingly good writer like *S. Sheeran. To prove the world that puertorican are talented! That the whole picture of us being gangster, or lazy ass is not true. I want to write book that are at least half as good as S. Sheeran or Richelle Mead. I want to be taken serious. I want people to enjoy reading my books a bit more than I enjoy writing them. I don't want to be rich and I definitely do not want to be famous. I want to love what I write. I just want people actually reading them. These are my long term goals. My momentary goals are to write, write and write some more. To not just finish a short story but also a long one. To people to enjoy my blog and to come out with short stories for my nieces and my nephew. These are some of my goals. What are yours?
* S. Sheeran is the amazing author of Te acostarias conmigo?, Fuiste tu! and now an new novella El Angel de Sol. All available on amazon in here, here and here. Her books are in spanish BUT I read that Te Acostarias conmigo? is coming in english. I will write a post about these books as soon as I finish Fuiste Tu and El Angel de Sol.
If you follow my blog, my Facebook, twitter or my tumblr you would probably know I love books. You would also know that I started this book challenge. Well if you didn't know the first update is here. Below this paragraph I will post the challenge picture so you can kind of see basically what the challenge is about.
Last time I had read from this challenge:
#6 A book by an author you never heard before: Te acostarias conmigo? from S. Sheeran
#11 a book you started but never finished which was: Matched from: ally con die
but now I have done #14 a book that is set in the summer. which is: Just One Day by Gayle Forman I must say I loved the book. Even if the whole book is not set in summer the two major parts are so that counts right?
#2 a book that was made into a movie: The Duff By Kody kepling
#10 a book set somewhere you always wanted to visit: Just One Year by Gayle Forman (after just one day)
#12 a book with a lion, witch or a wardrobe. #9 a book with a color in the tittle #13 a book with a female heroine I will choose the Bloodlines series. I will give no more details because I would spool it. These books are someone my fav and they are an off spin series from my favourite series: Vampire Academy. I haven't read them all but I'm going to list the one I have: Bloodlines #13 Golden Lily #7 , indigo spell #9 and fiery heart #12.
that leaves me with 8/25
**disclaimer I haven't finished Just One Year but i probably will in this days***
So this is the list of books I'm currently reading:
just one year
a night with the prince
I need like REALLY NEED to organise my time and to get motivated. I am not motivated to go to class, or do homework nor study. I should be but I'm not. I should had taken that year without class but I didn't and I seriously dislike college. I spend my days counting down the days till the weekend only to be frustrated with the fact that i have so much to do. Most of the time i don't do it. I need motivation or this semester will go worse than the first but I seriously do not like college. Maybe if I had friends or people to study with I would be motivated but I don't. I dread the though of going to class even if I still do. I'm always distracted and procrastinating. Everyone tells me I should have the time of my life but I'm not having it. I'm counting down the days until summer. Hoping that next semester since i'll be starting (hopefully) with concentration clases I'll be more motivated. I feel so young in college. I try to be friendly with people but I feel constantly judge and people never really want to talk to me. I'm an outcast and even though i'm kind of used to it that is not an excuse for me to be so demotivated. Honestly i'm demotivated with life in general nothing really makes me happy or excited. I'm only 18 and i'm already bored out of my mind of life. I don't have motivation!! not for college, not for going out, not for my hobbies, not for anything. Heck most people are like from party to party and not even that motivaste me. I used to be full of light, dreams, passion and motivation; now it's all gone. Nothing motivates me, nothing is entertaining. Life is just a dull straight line that keeps going and going. Almost like the line in a monitor that announces the heart stopped beating. I need a little bit more of life and adventure but am I going to find that with 2 of my best friends in USA. I rarely speak with any of my friends and life consisting of the same old bored routine and is not even a good one.
I love Buzzfeed I have been an avid follower since the beginning. I have seen most of their video follow all of their fb pages and youtube channel. I have the app on all my devices and i’m always following what they write and the videos but if they keep posting the cruel video they are posting lately. i’m going to boycott them. What is the necessity of making killing animal ok or foie grass or all kind of cruel things. They need some vegetarian and vegan perspective on their team. I’m going to forgive this two video because buzz feed are lots of people writing, making videos, directing to be blame for 2 ideas still if I see any post where they make animal cruelty okay; i’m going to boycott them. Deleted from all my devices, erase from history, unlike all the pages, block anything from them, unsubscribe from their video everything. They need a piece of our mind in a way that might make them change their way. They need us to watch, like, comment and share but if a big group doesn’t it goes down. Anyone with me? or am I completely alone? if you are with me pass the word. if they post any video, post, etc supporting animal cruelty. we will boycott them but before we will let them know about it.
Yesterday was good. I woke up late so I had tons of rest and started my morning with lemon water and exercise with my boyfriend. We did the first day of Blogilates 4 Week Plan that I told you guys about and it was good. it hurt but it went so fast and I had so much fun specially because my boyfriend keep making jokes and he would told tell me what I was doing wrong and I was telling what he was doing wrong it was fun. After that I had scramble eggs for breakfast with more lemon water. After that my boyfriend and I make some green smoothies for today and saw Pitch Perfect. It was great seeing with him, I loved that moment. Afterwards we connected the Kinect to the Xbox and we played Dance Central 3 on sweat more. Oh we sweat I tell you. The name really suits that section after the first song we were already sweating. we dance for like an hour and something and then we had lunch/dinner. We ate rice with legumes and OH MY GOD it was so yummy. Shoutout to my dad for being such an amazing cook. After that my boyfriend left and I ate some of the smoothie that was frozen like a sorbet, took a shower and went to bed. And that was the resume of my day yesterday xD if this bored you I'm sorry but if I write what I ate it motivates me to eat healthier, cleaner and follow my goals. So I will keep reporting.
So I decided to challenge myself to read 25 books which is not that much but giving the fact that I go to college and I'm to spend less time like a couch potato (no offence couch potato) its pretty hard but still I challenge myself. I did two already. #6 A book by an author you never heard before: Te acostarias conmigo? from S. Sheeran and #11 a book you started but never finished.The reason I didn't finished it was that I read from my old school library's and since i challenge school well... that book is Matched from: ally condie. Well so far so great!
I’m starting tomorrow (well since its 1:09 am I guess today) with Blogilates 4 weeks plan. Who wants to join me? I posted it as my mac wallpaper, i’m going to print and put it on my binders, on my door.. pretty much everywhere so I’ll always be motivated. Its my goal to be a fit person, I like eating healthy and i’m trying to eat healthier (and more vegan). I want to be the person that if she doesn’t do exercise she will miss it. This is not my year’s goal this is my life’s goal. This time it will be different. want to know why? this time it was MY decision not someone else’s decision of my body that I was forced or felt like I had to follow but it didn’t go nowhere. I’m doing this and im not going to listen to negatives comments, I won’t let anyone rule my life, this is my decision and I want to STICK to it. I really want to be healthy NOT SKINNY just healthy and fit. I want to look good on my old age and I want my future to be a good one. I will share my progress.
I was just thinking I'm taking this blog too serious in the wrong way. I wanted this blog to be me but I was trying to imitate those good blog and honestly I just wanted a personal blog where I can share what I think, what I believe and just share random things.
it's 2:33 AM and I'm finally home therefore I have enough signal to post from my phone. I don't have much to say I just wanted to post a little status I wrote of what I want for this year 2015 and all the years that follow. hope you enjoy it.
In this new year that is rapidly approaching I want us to fix society. I want equality of marriage, of rights, on equal payment. I want a society where you don't have to come out because everyone understands love is love. I want a society where women ♀ are treated equally as men ♂, where animals can live happy without people abusing them. A society where we are all accepted no matter gender, no matter if we are straight, lesbian, gay, bisexual, pansexual, asexual... That we get respect no matter if we are cis, gender fluid, transgender, men, women and so on. I want a society where loving someone won't get you kill. A society where we don't have to be afraid to go out of the house, where women won't longer be called the weak sex, where everyone is compassionate and where suicide rate is almost no existing. I dream, I want a new society. Let's FIX SOCIETY I know that's a lot to ask but a girl can dream right?
I had this awesome post but then my computer died because my charger stopped working AGAIN my BRAND NEW only a week of use charger!!! I'm so MAD and this means that I can only post from my phone and it doesn't gives me lots of options. I seriously need to check my computer because its like the 7th one that stopped working in 6 months and I need it for college and well to write on the blog. that's why it took me so long to post but at least I have a good phone now but GOSH its been so many charger already! anyway I made a video blog Vlog about some things I though needed to be said and I will post it here with this blog. I hope you like it: Apparently I can't upload it from here so
Click Here to Watch The Video At Youtube
I am so sorry I haven't posted in ages, but my computer charger was messed up so I had to order one online. So now I can use it and I'm passing my story to the computer so I can post it on wattpad. As soon as I post will post part of it and the link to Wattpad. So sorry! Merry Christmas.
Today I wanted to chill. Maybe I'll ask Elsa out to have a little fun, since she doesn't seem to have any. Hmm... I wonder how should I ask her. I get her on her nerves when I approach her at school so she might try to avoid me.
As I walk down the hall thinking, a wild freshman comes out of nowhere running from who-knows-what. I follow him with my look and I see him push Elsa out of his way, making her head slam against an open locker.
When my brain processed what was going on, I sprinted to Elsa's direction. She was lying on the floor, she seemed unconscious. I knelt down behind her and picked up her head carefully, noticing that I had a little bit of blood in my fingers. It made me realized her head was bleeding.
As an instinct, I took off my shirt and placed it behind her head, and her eyes were slowly opening.
My mind went to two expectations of what could happen. One: she would go insane just by seeing my naked torso. Two: she might get strength outta nowhere and smack my head for sexual harassment.
"Jack..." she whispered
"Are you okay?" I asked anxiously "You hit your head pretty hard. Come on, I'll take you to the infirmary"
I picked her up slowly (bride style) and she wrapped her arms around my neck and looked at me.
"Jack, put your shirt back on. It's inappropriate" she whispered slowly
"Oh, you're no fun Elsa" I replied
She rolled her eyes and closed them resting her head on my shoulder. I've never seen her sleeping, or resting. She looked so peaceful, so cute, so beautiful. SNAP OUT OF IT, JACK!!!.
I felt warm in Jack's arms, but it was very uncomfortable. I wasn't used to being this close to Jack. On top of that, a shirtless Jack. He wasn't so bad at all. His toned muscles were firm and hard. They weren't all out, they were there, you could see them and feel them. But I didn't want to take it further any more so I limited my self to keep my arms wrapped around his neck and my face resting on his shoulder.
We reached to the infirmary and the nurse freaked out and ordered Jack to lay me down carefully on the stretcher. Right after, my head started hurting like motherlover. I complained of the pain and the nurse basically kicked Jack out to attend me.
"How are you feeling sweetie?" the nurse asked gently
"I'm fine, I guess. Just a little dizzy and my head hurts" I replied
"Very well. I need you to turn around so I can check on your injury, you seem to hit your head pretty hard" she kept talking about I don't know what. I was thinking of Jack. Remembering his concerned yet calmed face as he took me to the infirmary, and the warm smile he might occasionally give me. I know 'cause I was spying him, pretending to be asleep.
DAMMIT!!! I was supposed to go to the first composition class meeting! Oh, what am I gonna do now? I can't simply leave.
Meanwhile, the nurse gave me some pain killers and told me I could go home. I rejected the idea. I wasn't going to leave Anna here. Besides, I still had to get my stuff so I'll stay here a little while.
I was kicked out of the infirmary so the nurse could attend Elsa. I was going to rush in but then I remembered I had the first composition class meeting. So I headed to my locker and reached a purple buttoned shirt and put it on as I went to the meeting room. I went first with the intention to excuse Elsa. Then I reached the room and saw a paper with something written on it:
Composition class meeting suspended. Class will start tomorrow 1:20 pm. Sorry for the inconvenient. Thank you
I guess I don't have to excuse Elsa anymore.
Monday morning came, it was a bright and beautiful day for both Elsa and Jack. The sun was rising and the sky was clear. The birds sang along beutifully and - forget it I'll just continue with the story.
Free Monday. HALLELUJAH!!! It was 7:00 am and I was ready to make a GOOD breakfast for Anna and me. I sat at the border of my bed and stared at nothing. I don't know how much time I spent there until I decided to do something with my life. I stood up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. the warm water relaxed my muscles and later changed to cold water to refresh my body since I woke up all sweaty. Ew. After showering, I change my pj's for a pair of grey sweat pants an over sized cyan long-sleeve shirt and a pair of soft socks. I felt so comfy I wouldn't change my clothes for nothing.
Anna wasn't up yet. Good. That way she'll wake up to the extraordinary breakfast. Just by thinking about of what I was going to make, my mouth watered. Waffles with whip cream and strawberries, crispy turkey bacon and omelet with peppers, onions and tomato. I was debating with myself in order to decide what to make for drink. Freshly squeezed orange juice or - nevermind. HOT CHOCOLATE IS ON!!!!
I rushed downstair to the kitchen without making a single sound thanks to my socks. The best things about these socoks are not just that they're comfy... I can slide around the house like a ninja (hehe).
While I was making the waffles, I heard the doorbell ring. Huh, wierd. Nobody really comes to visit, except for Jack, he came inSaturday. Oh sheet.
I ran to the door and swung it open to see a smirking Jack Frost. I hated to see Jack that way because he just looks so freaking cute, and I hate it.
"Good morning, Cupcake" he greeted me with a mischievous tone in his voice.
"What are you doing here?" I asked with a monotone voice. I was staring to have a lovely morning and BOOM! He had to come and - not exactly ruin it but... eh - it's not as good as it was before.
"Elsa dear, I really think you should learn how to greet people" he said to me with a little pout. Gosh he's so freaking cute I hate it. Really.
"Well, good morning Jack. You wanna join us for breakfast?" I asked with a sigh, forcing myself to invite him for breakfast.
"No thank you" He replied with a grin. "And about your question before, I told you Saturday that I'll see you around." He winked at me smirking at the same time, dazzling me.
I didn't know what to answer. For a moment I forgot how to speak, I forgot my name and asked my self if I looked dumb but at that moment I didn't care if I did. Then he remembered me to-
"Elsa...? Breathe, ok? I don't want you to faint right here." he interrupted my thoughts and I finally took a deep breath, coming to my concious self.
"Um... what?" I asked still a little out of myself.
"I said that I would beseeing you around" he said slowly
"Oh, yeah you did" I replied. "Um, you wanna come in?"
"Sure" and he headed inside my house.
Why did I invited him in? Why? I slapped myself in my thoughts. You stupid girl just fell into his charms. DAMN YOU JACK!!!
I walked in to the warm house starting to smell like waffles. Mmmm... waffles. Wait, WAFFLES!!!
"Are you making waffles?" I asked as I turned aroud to face her.
"Oh, yeah" she gasped. "I was until you came to the scene. Thank you for reminding me."
"You're welcome" I said slowly
She went to the stove to attend her waffles. She was humming to herself a melody I couldn't recognize. I liked it, but wasn't nothing I could recall listening to it before. I stared at her like an idiot while she pulled out the box of eggs, an onion and a pepper. I wasn't sure what she was doing until she cracked an egg; she was making an omelet (duh).
The sunlight came through the window lighting up her face and her hair. She looked like a godess and my imagination made me feel like I was watching Athena making ambrosia for the gods. She looked so beautiful I could fall in love with her. Wait, hold your horses Jack! You know she's sexy and hot as hell! Yeah, I know but she's just so- SHE IS SEXY! STOP!.
"What are you staring at, Jack?" she asked interrupting my inner battle.
"U-uh... um... nothing" I replied
"You look like an idiot"
"Sorry" I chuckled "It's just that it feels nice"
"What feels nice?" she asked narrowing her beautiful eye at me.
"The smell of breakfast, feels like home" I confessed
"Are you sure you don't want-" she started
"No no thanks I'm fine" I cut her off
Gosh, it was so easy to be myself with her. Not that she entirely knows me, but I guess she knows I'm not being that boy. I really didn't felt like teasing her when I'm alone with her. Well, when I came earlier that was just courtesy (hehe). I liked her too much to bug her right now. I also like her in her peaceful state.
“People who are always making themselves busy with acquaintance that will not develop into a real friendship don’t know the beautiful feeling of not having to worry about the drama.”
As I left the big house behind, heading to my car, I looked back one last time to see if anyone was watching. And by anyone, I mean Elsa. Our conversation earlier was a bit tense. I could feel her tension when I mentioned Pitch.
That Pitch, if he ever puts his filthy hand on Elsa I swear I will-
Happy thoughts, happy thoughts, happy thoughts...
I wasn't gonna get my day ruined just by thinking of what Pitch might do to Elsa, if he ever dares to. He may be a tall and intimidating guy, and I might be shorter than him, but he doesn't scares me. He should be scared of me since I can beat the crap outta him. If he didn't have those "faithful" henchmen of his always watching his back.
I finally finished my handfull of hazelnuts and I was ready to leave. I gave a last glance to the house and notice Elsa looking outside, probably waiting for me to leave, or she just wanted to take a final glance to my beauty (hehe). She most likely look outside to see if I left... meh
While heading back home, picking a radio station was really hard. Nothing on air was of my interest, I could've stuck to a classical music station but I wasn't in the mood of listening to it. So I just plugged my iPod to the radio and put my favorite songs of a movie soundtrack: Twilight Saga.
I haven't seen any of the movies though, or read the books; but I sure like most of the music. I decided to listen first to Eyes on Fire by Blue Foundation :3
Eyes on fire, your spine is ablaze, feeling any foe with my gaze. And just in time, in the right place, steadily emerging with grace...
I really liked that song, it might have a little weird beginning, but it calmed me down when I had my fumes up; mostly thanks to Pitch, but I found my way out.
Pitch (unexpected point of view)
My parents had made me go into this prestigious music school to keep up with the family tradition. I wasn't as musical as my parents. My father could play the piano and my mother could sing. I could do none but hit the drums down all the way. My parents said that I wasn't making music, just noise. WHAT THE F*CK DO I CARE!!! I liked making noise just to annoy them.
At least this senior year I didn't have to see their faces, but I had no idea of what to do after finishing school. I thought of making my own heavy metal band or anything that I might let my rage attack the drums. At least I have my guys, my partners in crime (inner evil laugh) and to me they are essential to get to Elsa.
I may not be the most handsome man on Earth, but I sure know what a woman likes. If this was enough, I woulld've be with Elsa already. There's just one little but freaking annoying problem. Jack Frost.
I hate that guy with every single cell in my body. My blood boils everytime he approches Elsa with that pretty boy swag of his. I don't get why girls are more into him, not that Elsa is one of them fortunately, but she wouldn't be with me either. She rather be alone than being with anyone except her little sister Anna. But I think she's giving in to Jack. If she doesn't give in to me, I'll take her by force. One of these days I'll give to the charming Jack Frost a little surprise (devil-ISH thought).
Every time I mention a plot for a story I came out with my mom always tell me "Don't tell me about it if you're going to do like the rest of the story and never finish it" I usually say I do but honestly I don't. There's only 3 stories I have finish "King Rudy and the Smart Girl", "Searching for freedom" and "Pup: The Puppy That Wanted to be Friends With His Shadow." Long names I know. The only reason I finished this story is because they are children story and well I wrote "King Ruby and The Smart Gir"l in fifth grade for an assigment and "Pup: The Puppy That Wanted to be Friends With His Shadow." for my niece this summer. Anyway the thing I was thinking about this and is true I have like 9 stories that I have started writing and have not finish. It kind of makes me feel like I'm afraid of commitments but am I? Well I have decided that since I have a 7 week christmas break why not dedicated it to a story? I usually do something like this, I usually go to my grandmas house for 2 weeks in christmas and just try to write and in this christmas break since is longer I'm thinking of doing something like this. I was thinking what story do I want to finish first? and I decided to do my NaNoWriMo failed challenge. Its a story about human trafficking that I didn't finish because school work got in the way. I though that maybe the best way to push myself to do it is to publish it on Wattpad like I did with a couple of stories but hopefully this time I will finish. Actually delete that. This time I WILL FINISH IT! The Story will hopefully bring attention to human trafficking and will make people more conscious. This story is a year old so please bear with me while I tried to start it again. So here's the poster for the story:
What do you guys think? yes? no? I love it, I find it describes human trafficking and the story and idk I'm pretty proud of it. Anyway click here to read it and bear with me if I don't update close enough but understand I still haven't finish college, and I'm working on my house and the blog so yeah.
oh also there this video next to the story that I would love for you guys to see is called Back To Innocence but in case you don't want to read the story here is the video:
Yes, this is one of those post where the person fangirl and comment on an artist performance. So after almost 2 days about hearing how amazing Taylor Swift's performance at the AMA I finally found the video on youtube. THANK YOUTUBE! You never fail me. So since I was afraid that it was going to get copyrighted and you guys wouldn't have the chance to see it I did the unthinkable. I downloaded it xD Now lets hope it won't get copyrighted here. So before I start I'm going to leave you with video.
I love the way she does the crazy eyes. Has maybe she since her last movie/episodes been taking acting classes? Maybe we will see her again in the big screen. I mean her acting on The Giver was pretty good even though at first I didn't really recognise her. Go Taylor!
I woke up to my alarm in the morning like if I hadn't slept in ages. It's Saturday morning and, yes I have an alarm for Saturday, all I remember is the way Pitch looked at me a couple of days ago.
I have to take him out of my mind. I can't live a peaceful life if he's there surrounding my thoughts. I shook my head to clear my thoughts and be able to wake up.
I went to the bathroom to clean myself up and get ready for breakfast. I already could sniff in the air the smell of pancakes, bacon and mmm.... hot chocolate (=^w^=)
I ran downstairs to the kitchen, and for my surprise I see the one and only Jack Frost sitting on my chair.
"What the heck are you doing here?" I asked clearly demanding an answer.
"Oh, good morning cupcake. How was your sleep? Mine was good thanks for asking." He replied with a tone of mischief in his voice and a little smirk in his lips.
I was pissed and he knew it, but heck what is he doing in my house, my kitchen, my chair.
"Well good morning Jack Frost. My sleep wasn't good enough. But I'm still wondering why are you in my chair."
"Well, I just came here to make your morning wonderful, my little chocolate chip." He sure knew how to piss md off.
My little chocolate chip?
I rolled my eyes at his response and the closed them, took a deep, deep breath, and exhale. Conceal, don't feel. I thought to myself.
"Anna?" I looked at her with a 'help me' face
"I don't know, he just came in and told me he wished to see you" she shrugged. "Then I told him you were asleep, and he said he'll wait until you woke up. He hasn't moved for like half an hour.
Wow, so persistent. I looked at me and he gave me a cute warm smile. You get me to my nerves pretty boy.
"And what could possibly be your business here, Frost?" I calmly asked.
"I already told you sweetie, to make you a wonderful morning" he winked at me. God can't he be any cuter?
"Anna, why don't you make something for Jack?" I asked as I sat on her seat.
"I already asked him if he wanted something, but he said he only wished to see you." She told me, but I couldn't tell what kind of expression she had since I wasn't facing her.
A dead silence reign the kitchen. Anna spoke first.
"Well um... if you need anything I'll be in my bedroom" she said awkwardly and walked away.
I didn't need to tell Anna to leace me alone. She knew what the dead silence meant. I kinda felt bad for her. Since our parent's death, we've been living here on our own. We were going to live in a foster house but then I turned 18 and we were mature enought to take care of ourselves.
"Well Frost, Imma eat my breakfast and then you tell whatever you want. I don't want my breakfast to be spoiled." I said coldly
"Ouch." That's all he could say, while looking at me straight in the eye.
I ate my pancakes calmly, really enjoying them. I was completely ignoring Jack. He was surpringly silent.
When I finished, I drank my delucious warn chocolate and stared at him.
He was looking out the window, as if he was thinking.
"Jack." I got his attention
"I just came to see if you were alright" he confessed
Wow, Jack Frost is concerned about me. I'm very surprised.
"Well Jack, thanks for worrying, but I'm fine. You didn't had to come." I told him.
"I had to". He replied. "You looked quite anxious a couple of days ago."
"Then why didn't you asked me at school like, I don't know, Thursday or yesterday...?" I said with a tone of 'duh'
"I wanted to see you out of school. Besides, when I see you at school I only come to you to piss you off" he said playfully
"You really pissed me off a while ago" I remembered him
"Anna was around so I had to keep myself as the pretty boy that pisses you off." He winked at me
"Well I'm fine. Now you can leave."
"Bab-" I cut him off
"Don't call me baby, ever again"
"Then what should I call you?" he asked, rising an eyebrow.
"My parents didn't called me 'Elsa' for no reason." Like 'duh'
"Well Elsa, if you need any help with anything, call me, look for me, whatever. Let me know, okay?"
What is he asking me? Why would he? Why would I ask him for help?
"Um, Jack... what the heck?" I asked
"Look sweeti- I mean Elsa, I know something is bothering you, so please let me help". He begged
"Why you?" I asked narrowing my eyes
"Cuz..." he doubted.
"That's... a very nice reason" I told him. "In any case... I'm fine, you don't have to worry."
Elsa wouldn't tell me what's going on. She's always been like that, shutting people out. I wonder how Anna can live like this. Unless she doesn't shut Anna out, since they only got each other. Anyway, I better find a way to get Elsa to tell me what I need to know.
"Is it Pitch?" surely I caught her out of guard since she froze for a moment right in front of me.
"U-um... n-no... why would he?" she stuttered
"I've seen the way he looks at you, and it bothers me. And when I look at your reaction, you seem quite... scared?" I said doubtfully
"Terrified." she corrected me.
"Hmm... So he does bother you after all, huh?" I told her rubbing my chin. Later noticed a bowl of hazelnuts sitting on the table between Elsa and me. Oooh! Hazelnuts :3
She kept quiet, not answering my question. So I supposed I was right.
"It's none of your business, Jack." she spat
"Elsa, I swear, if he does something to you or he touches you I will-" she cut me off inmediately
"Jack! I don't need your help, I'm not a damsel in distress!" she yelled at me and it caught me out of guard. Elsa never yelled at anybody, heck, she barely speak to anyone.
"Alright," I gave up. I stood up ready to leave, but before, I looked at her and took a couple of hazelnuts. "See you on Monday"
"Uh... there's no school on Monday" she told me
"I'll see you around" and I left
GUYS! This week have been CRAZY! Finals are driving me crazy. I still have one more week left of studying and then a week of vacation only to go back to a test to then continue vacation. AAAH! If someone told you college was easy let me tell you guys THEY ARE LYING to make you feel better. Also freshman 15 is a real thing i have gain like 6 pounds since I started college. I'm working on losing them but guys is so hard because college won't let me have free time. Like UGHT! okay okay sorry for the rant.
This how I feel when I have free time:
I'm going crazy here! I have to do 2 monographies that have to be 10 pages long for dec 2 and 2 summaries that has to be around 4 pages long. THATS 28 Pages minimum that needs to be written!! Plus I have a test on december 2 and another on the 8!! and thats only because the other essay test that I had for the dec 2 was postpone for yesterday. I mean is not THAT much but with the little time I have to do this I feel like I'm drowning. Seriously!! I'm trying to help my family paint the house but if I do then I have to rush a project. and Sleep I love sleep and i hate missing it. The thing that screws me over is the fact that it takes like 4 hours daily to get from my house to college and from college to my house. okay! I should stop now but I just needed to rant it out. I must say it may not look like a lot of work but that's just because thats only the bit that's left. Thanks God I have done almost everything else. well may the odds be ever in my favor.
Here it is the so wanted second part of the Jelsa fanfiction that left you asking for more. Yes! It's finally here for you to enjoy.
It's been three months since school started. Winter is coming, and finals too (>.<) but I guess I'll be alright. I may not be the smartest student, but I'm good enough to survive this semester. At this part Ikinda envy Elsa. She's really really smart, responsible and super talented.
I dare to say that her audition was perfect. Her voice was like the one of a godess, so beautiful, so bright. For a moment I felt that I didn't stand a chance, but that's just cuz I don't really like to sing... I mean I do but, meh.
Surprisingly, I got out early from my English class. So I'll go to Language clasroom and wait for Elsa to come out. It's the perfect time to see her sexy annoyed face (hehe).
I see her concentrated face looking foward (idk, teacher, board whatever). I swear that I could've been drooling, but I stop myself before looking like an idiot. She looked down to her notebook to take notes. That angle of her face is so beautiful, with her eye lashes touchig her cheeks. So cute.
I mean, what am I thinking? She's gorgeous and sexy of course but, Oh! so beautiful... JACK STOP! she's just hot. Yeah but... STOP!
Oh! Look, she's coming out (muahaha).
"Hey Elsa!" I smirked at her
She rolls her eyes at my sight but answers
"Hey Jack, what's up?" she asked
"Nothing much, I was just wondering if those were space pants, cuz DANG! You're outta this world!" I exclaimed.
She gave me a "seriously?" face but said: "No, they're baseball pants, cuz I'm SO outta your league" (A/N I had to write that xD)
"OOOHH!!!" many of the guys howled in our direction
"Tsk, nice..." I chuckled and walk away still looking at Elsa, who looked quite satisfied, bitting my lower lip, rising my eyebrow. Then I turn around and leave.
I've never felt better in my life. Like, I SHUT HIM UP! I don't know if he's going to give up, I hope so. That'll teach him to leave me alone, and so to the other guys.
At the end of the hall, I see Pitch Black. A slim, tall, pale and dark haired guy, with a creepy aura around him. He was looking at my direction. His look gave me creeps to the bone. He was looking at me like a possession, a precious treasure that soon enough will belong to him, he looks at me as if I was edible.
I turn around drastically just to avoid his look. I rushed through the school's door to catch up with Anna and the gang. I saw Anna with a guy who I didn't recognize, Merida and Rapunzel by their side and, Hiccup and Flynn talking about I don't know what.
"Hey Els, you finally decided to tag along" Anna tells me
"Yeah, sorry guys. Who's this?" I asked Anna pointing at a tall, buffed blonde guy
"Oh! Um... Elsa, this is Kristoff. Kristoff this is my sister Elsa." she said
"A pleasure to meet you Elsa" says Kristoff politely nodding his head
"Mine too Kristoff" I agreed smiling warmly
"Um... Elsa? Kristoff is coming over to our house to start with a History project we have together. Do you mind? she asked me nervously
"Uh.. sure, he can come" that's all I managed to say
My head was in the clouds. I still had Pitch's look in my mind like a plague. I was scared of him. No wait, I was terrified. He looked like he would hurt me or do anithing to get me. I just wish that I could close my eyes and make him disappear forever.
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An Icy Melody: An Elsa and Jack Frost Fan Fiction
Hola! How are the most amazing readers in the world? I am good! I am in finals and I barely have time to do ANYTHING! Right now I was supposed to be writing a 4 page summary for humanities class but I misplaced my copy of the chapter so I'm here instead of looking for it. I know, I know SHAME ON ME!!! but hey I'm here! Even though I'm not really posting anything mine (except this introduction) and that sends me to the whole point of this blog. So a beautiful, smart, amazing, talented and awesome girl I know is writing a fanfic on Wattpad. She is just starting and as a aspiring writer I felt so proud of her. And I did what anyone would do... I asked her if she wanted to share it on my blog. No? You wouldn't do that? Ah COME ON! The thing she ACCEPTED and she even let me read/post the third part before she even posted it on her Wattpad so here it is. Have in mind that this IS a fanfic of Elsa and Jack Frost.
Finally. I finally get to my senior year. Not that I wanted to leave, I like it here (very much I must say), but it's life and you have to move on.
That's what I decided to do.
I attended to this prestigious music school, in which I entered as a singer together with my sister, Anna.
The audition went really good. The judges (professors) liked our performance. Our song was Defying Gravity, from our favorite musical, Wicked. It was aired to the whole school. And when it was done, we recieved all kinds of reactions from the others students. Amazement, congratulations, interest and of course, envy and hatred.
"Oh no, look who's here" Anna anounced me pointing foward with her chin. I looked and I saw this boy coming my way, smirking. A slim boy with white hair and blue eyes like mine.
"Ugh" that's all I get to say.
He came to me. "Hey babe, that was incredible there. You wanna hang out and have some fun sometime?" He asked me.
"Look Jack Frost, why don't you just leave me and bother other girls?" I asked.
"Cuz I wanna be with you bab-"
"Don't call me baby ever again" and I left dragging Anna with me.
Yes, Jack Frost, the pretty jerk boy. I've known him since 9th grade, and by some "divine" coincidence, he's at this same school as I am.
It's not like I really hate him, but he is SO annoying. He can sometimes be sweet and gentle... but that is just 10% of the times.
He auditioned before I did. And I honestly gotta say that I admire him musicaly. He's great at playing the guitar, like GREAT. Just like the guitar was another part of him and he could play it with his eyes closed.
At the audition, I could see his fingers dancing through his guitar, creating a beautiful melody, which I later realized it was He's a Pirate, from Pirates of the Caribbean.
I mean, it was amazing! I've never heard such thing or seen so much talent. I have to agree that Jack Frost is an amazing musician.
I've been acepted. Yes! I would be able to see Elsa everyday hehe. Not that I hate her, no. She's just so gorgeous I can't help it. You know what they say: when a guy bugs a girl, it's because he likes her.
Now that doesn't mean that I will cross the line. Of course I know there is a limit. I'm not like Pitch Black, he definitely gets to the limits and further.
Once in 10th grade, when Elsa wasn't looking, he grabbed het butt. Like, he grabbed it. I bet that if she was alone and not with her sister, he'll rape her.
He's a monster, I feel like an angel if I'm compared with him. I'll kill him if he dares to do something to Elsa. I swear.
It doesn't mean like I'm love with her. I mean I like her, yeah, she looks so sexy when she gets mad but, in love? Pfft, ha. Right?
Hey guys! Thanks for reading. I hope you like it so far, it's my first fanfic so please don't kill me (>u<)
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If you think it's missing something, please comment (constructive comments please) no hatred. Peace and love, Kitty_Panda
If you like it you should totally go check out her wattpad and follow her. OOOH and also vote for the story. I'll be posting the second part tomorrow but don't get greedy and use to it because we are both in finals. #SmileForNate
I saw this and I felt sick. I felt like throwing up and not because I have the flu but because what society has come to. The person that posted this is a girl from 9th grade who is skinny and is definitely not fat by any standard. AND even if she was “fat” what wrong with it? Again back to this girl she is freaking skinny but she looks up to these stars that are underweight and unhealthy. They see these edited pictures of these girls or women and she is thinking I want to be like them. They are so beautiful, she’s a freaking 00 but I’m a size 4 wow I’m so fat.
I hear/see so many girls and boys believe in these incredible high standards are almost impossible to reach and then they look at themselves and think that they aren’t good enough or beautiful or perfect but NO. Like NO don’t ever think that because you don’t look like these girls/women/boys/men this doesn’t you aren’t beautiful or perfect or worth it. Look at yourself in the mirror and look at all the good things you have, but don’t let what society or other decide is how you’re supposed to look sink in.
NO! Brush it off! You are perfectly flawed in a way that makes you perfect. If you could only see how beautiful you are. FORGET ABOUT your looks, if is this that’s bringing you down, because you have a golden heart and an intelligence that is something to be proud of. You are amazing! You are you! Be you! Ignore all the negativity. I’m sorry for this rant but I’ve been where lots of you are and I know is not a pretty feeling; I also know we are more than physical appearance and that I’m perfectly imperfect. Goodnight!
Brittany Maynard is an adventurous, beautiful young woman that has decided to end her own life on November 1st.
The name of the beautiful woman from the picture above is Brittany Maynard and she is a 29 years old woman who suffers from terminal brain cancer. She got married on September 2012 only to be diagnosticated a year and four months later with stage 4 glioblastoma, a malignant brain tumor. She had it removed with surgery only to be told 3 months later than the tumor had grown even larger and that she had at best 6 months to live. Brittany has spent the better part of her life on countless adventures like running half marathons, traveling Southeast Asia and even climbing Mount Kilimanjaro. This being said is not surprising when she decided she wanted to end her life the same way. After being told that she had so little time, how the treatment would affect her and how she would die; she weighted her option and decided that she wanted to die with dignity. She decided she wanted to apply to Death with Dignity Act. Brittany and her family reluctantly decided to move from their San Francisco Bay Area home to Oregon. The amount of sacrifice and change my family had to go through in order to get me to legal access to death with dignity – changing our residency, establishing a team of doctors, having a place to live – was profound," she says. "There's tons of Americans who don’t have time or the ability or finances," she says, "and I don't think that's right or fair."
"I believe this choice is ethical, and what makes it ethical is it is a choice," she says. "The patient can change their mind right up to the last minute. I feel very protected here in Oregon."
Oregon is one of five states (including Washington, Montana, Vermont and New Mexico) that authorize death with dignity. “I’m dying, but I’m choosing to suffer less. To put myself through less physical and emotional pain and my family as well.” Even though her decision is made she wants to make clear that she is not suicidal. "There is not a cell in my body that is suicidal or that wants to die," she tells PEOPLE in an exclusive interview. "I want to live. I wish there was a cure for my disease but there's not. My glioblastoma is going to kill me, and that's out of my control," she says. "I've discussed with many experts how I would die from it, and it's a terrible, terrible way to die. Being able to choose to go with dignity is less terrifying."
Brittany Maynard believed in her choice, that's why in the few weeks she has left to live, Brittany wants to advocate for access for death with dignity.
Here is a video of Brittany talking about her decision:
I would like to know your opinions on Death with Dignity Act and whether you think she made or not the right choice. Leave in your comments your opinions.